Religion&&Relationship

To be religious is to be tied down by rules and regulations its 

to make sure you go to church every Sunday and read the Bible

every night to make sure say the same prayer every night 

to be consumed with doing right 

To have a relationship with Christ is to be free from commandments

and to go to church not just to go but to actually worship

its not about reading His word every night its about reading

and understanding what Hes written its not about saying the

same prayer its about talking to God and building a bond and

trust with him it not about being consumed with doing right

its being consumed with Gods love

My Heart

I gave you my heart 

And for a while you 

Just held it. Then

You kicked it like

A little hacky sack

Now its lost somewhere

In your room I wish

You held it and kept it

Safe and now its 

Sitting in the dust ready to break

~Ashley Gula~

Lost Soul

I don't know how i got here or how this happened one minute I'm healthy and alive next i know I'm sick trapped inside and now where am I. . .  am I dead oh I cant be gone I'm . . . I'm so young my whole life is . . well was ahead of me when he said I'm I was sick I didn't get it or understand. It finally came to me when it was to late the Cancer has spread to my brain i remember looking in the mirror oh I use to be so beautiful but my face grew older looking in days I was in pain suffering! I watched my husband cry himself to sleep every night why me such a beautiful young girl why has God taken me so soon this I will never understand . . . I see the light I guess this is where i fallow it now . . .

I wrote this for my mothers friend who died of breast cancer support breast cancer save a life!

~Ashley Gula~

Me

I am not defined by the color of my skin 

Nor the clothes on my back

Neither he or she can define me

I am not defined by love nor hate

Your opinion does not define me

I am defined by Jesus

I am defined by His love

I am defined by his opinion 

And only His mercy saves me

And only He knows me....

~Ashley Gula~

Promise

I can't promise I'll look good everyday
but i can promise I'll try

I can't promise to give you a fairytale
but i can promise I'll always be your princess

I can't promise i wont get mad at you 
but i can promise I'll get over it

I can't promise the sun or the moon
but i can promise to give you my all

I can't promise  to be perfect 
but i can promise to always love you

~Ashley Gula~.